Lost

Mar. 15th, 2011 07:03 pm
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First, thank you all for the comments, tweets, and fb messages.  I would reply to all of them, but having to read them makes me cry.
<3 <3 <3

I feel very lost right now.  I have no idea what to do next or h0ow to figure out anything.  My brain just can't cope.  I feel like I should be home, but I can't bear being there.  I can't focus on the copious amount of work I have to do.  I know its normal......but I just feel so sad.
 
My sister has already moved herself into my mom's room.  I know they all said that it was ok and all but it kind of bothers me even though I am not there.  And granted she needs the space, but it makes me feel left out of everything now- I know I have my own life, but now nothing will ever be the same again.
 
I just have no idea how to cope.
 
If any of you were interested in seeing the obituary, it is here.  http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/metrowestdailynews/obituary.aspx?n=linda-louise-corliss&pid=149341653  (fucking LJ you suck, it won't let me embed.)
 
ps. [livejournal.com profile] kyrina  is taking care of me and is making sure I eat and stuff <3

Date: 2011-03-16 02:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sodiumbisulfite.livejournal.com
<3

Take care of yourself, and take all the time you need to feel sad and figure things out.

If you need anything/want to talk/want to visit, just let me know.

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