cindylouwho: (cameron)
cindylouwho ([personal profile] cindylouwho) wrote2009-05-06 02:37 pm
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Deja vu

I lost my job again.

It happened the same time last year, right before the House finale.

I feel like such a failure. Apparently I suck as a teacher, failed to keep the kids safe, didn't keep the room up to date with their work, or do 1000 other different things.

I have to finish out the year once again, in a place that doesn't want me.

I have no idea what I am going to do in the future. I have no skills other than teaching; I haven't even come remotely close to paying off my loans.

I'm terrified, depressed, and I just have no idea what I am going to do now.

[identity profile] 2801rosie.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
{{{{{HUGS}}}}}
I'm so sorry to hear this. All I can say is you are NOT a failure. I know it is hard but try not to let it bring you down. I agree with [livejournal.com profile] arhh and [livejournal.com profile] magie_05. There are lots of things you can do with that degree you have. Finish the year out, collect unemployment, or partial if you work part time at another job, and think about what you want to do. Would you leave your area. Go where a job takes you.
Good Luck and if there is anything I can do just ask.
{{{{{HUGS}}}}}

[identity profile] cindy-lou-who8.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks <3