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cindylouwho) wrote2009-05-06 02:37 pm
cindylouwho) wrote2009-05-06 02:37 pm
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Deja vu
I lost my job again.
It happened the same time last year, right before the House finale.
I feel like such a failure. Apparently I suck as a teacher, failed to keep the kids safe, didn't keep the room up to date with their work, or do 1000 other different things.
I have to finish out the year once again, in a place that doesn't want me.
I have no idea what I am going to do in the future. I have no skills other than teaching; I haven't even come remotely close to paying off my loans.
I'm terrified, depressed, and I just have no idea what I am going to do now.
It happened the same time last year, right before the House finale.
I feel like such a failure. Apparently I suck as a teacher, failed to keep the kids safe, didn't keep the room up to date with their work, or do 1000 other different things.
I have to finish out the year once again, in a place that doesn't want me.
I have no idea what I am going to do in the future. I have no skills other than teaching; I haven't even come remotely close to paying off my loans.
I'm terrified, depressed, and I just have no idea what I am going to do now.
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