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cindylouwho ([personal profile] cindylouwho) wrote2009-05-30 09:32 am

Random Saturday morning thoughts

* I hate when I dream about them.  I don't even care that they are together.  I stopped caring about that 12 years ago.  Just that he is there in my dreams and I can't talk to him.  I miss you B.

* When will this headache end?  Seriously enough is enough. 

* I've also had enough of the pollen, thank you very much. 

* Not much luck on the job search front.  Not many jobs to be had.  :(

[identity profile] chippers87.livejournal.com 2009-05-30 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I hate when I dream about them. I don't even care that they are together. I stopped caring about that 12 years ago. Just that he is there in my dreams and I can't talk to him. I miss you B.

I've been having somewhat similar dreams all week. I hate feeling like I've gotten somewhere, made some sort of progress, only to wake up and everything is back to the status quo. I held his hands last night, and he smiled, and I thought, "Finally, this isn't a dream." And then I opened my eyes. That's the trick -- don't ever open your eyes. :/

[identity profile] cindy-lou-who8.livejournal.com 2009-05-30 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
He was my bff in college. I miss him like anything. I haven't seen or heard from him in 5 years. :(

[identity profile] taiga13.livejournal.com 2009-05-30 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry to hear about your headache and lack of progress on the job hunt. I had a terrible time finding a job when I graduated and was convinced I was unhireable. But I did find one, so hang in there!