Because I still can't find my muse (I fear it's lost on a bus somewhere) I bring you another fanmix, post 4.16, as House and Wilson struggle to rebuild through the grief and despair.

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Tear in Your Hand- Tori Amos

All the world just stopped now
So you say you don't wanna stay together anymore
Let me take a deep breath babe
If you need me
Me and Neil'll be hangin' out with the dream king
Neil says hi
By the way I don't believe you're leaving
Cause me and Charles Manson like the same ice cream
I think it's that girl
And I think they're pieces of me you've never seen
Maybe she's just pieces of me you've never seen well

Needy- The Good Life

You never fell for me,
You fell for how it felt
You felt for being held,
So, who’s gonna fill in
Now my arms refuse to bend?
Who’s gonna fill in….
And who’s gonna fill the days with me,
With Canadian Club and old movies?
Well we don’t know what we want, but we’re both needy

Bent- Matchbox 20

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just touch me and then
Just touch me again
Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

Slow Motion- David Gray

Snowflakes are falling I'll catch them in my hands
Snowflakes are falling now you’re my long lost friend

Long Division- Death Cab for Cutie

And they carried on like long division
'Cause it was clear with every page
Oh, that they were farther away
From the solution that would play

The Stairs- INXS

In a room above a busy street
The echoes of a life
The fragments and the accidents
Separated by incidents
Listened to by the walls
We share the same spaces
Repeated in the corridors
Performing the same movements

Sorry- Buck Cherry

Oh I had a lot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I miss you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

Whatever it Takes- Lifehouse

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

Brothers on a Hotel Bed- Death Cab for Cutie

You may tire of me as our December sun is setting because I'm not who I used to be
No longer easy on the eyes but these wrinkles masterfully disguise
The youthful boy below who turned your way and saw
Something he was not looking for: both a beginning and an end
But now he lives inside someone he does not recognize
When he catches his reflection on accident

Now Comes the Night- Rob Thomas

When the fog has finally lifted
From my cold and tired brow
No I will not leave you crying
And I will not let you down
No I will not let you down
I will not let you down

Now comes the night
Feel it fading away
And the soul underneath
Is it all that remains
So just slide over here
Leave your fear in the fray
Let us hold to each other
Until the end of our days

Never Tear Us Apart- INXS

Don’t ask me
What you know is true
Don’t have to tell you
I love your precious heart
I was standing
You were there
Two worlds collided
And they could never tear us apart