Writer's Block: Apology Not Accepted

[cindylouwho]

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Yes. A few years ago I was engaged to someone who was not a very good person. I had a good group of friends and when I started dating this guy, I spent less and less time with these friends. And then they stopped returning my calls, for good reason. They didn't support my decision or relationship with good reason.

After we broke up I found one of them on Facebook and sent her a long message explaining what happened and how ashamed I was and how bad I felt for how I had behaved and the horrible things I did; things I will never forgive myself for, things I can't get over I did. Things I feel ashamed for every day. She never wrote back and then changed her Facebook settings to private.

I really hoped she would give me a second chance. I miss her and that group of friends. They were such an integral part of my undergrad experience, it's hard to think about that time without being very sad.

Comments

[dainty-empress.livejournal.com]

Hm, I've had friends in bad relationships but I can't see how that's good enough reason to abandon them and never speak to them again. What could you possibly have done that deserves this kind of treatment? People in love say all kinds of stupid stuff, that doesn't make them the devil. I kinda think your friends weren't that great, and that maybe you're better off without them. But I get it that it hurts that you lost them.